i have this candle that has three layers: hazelnut creme, irish creme, and french creme. it's almost gone. i need to find another one soon because it smells too good. yum.

there will be no white flag above my door...
...i'm in love and always will be

how different a few month's make. i'm no longer living in a beautiful world where it's warm and sunny practically all the time. i'm awakened by the harsh reality of winter.

i hate snow.

thing's still aren't perfect, but i'm moving on despite things not being patched up with erik.

oh well, life goes on.

apparently i'm invisible. apparently now i've become the person who is the least favorite to hang out with. apparently erik hasn't gotten over being angry with me because he ignores me when i'm in the room.

that's just great.

i'm tired of this childish behavior. there were appologies on both sides and he suggested we forget about the event, but apparently he's holding some sort of grudge. it shouldn't hurt this much to feel ignored but he was my friend and now he's purposly befriending the girl i share a room with and making plans in front of me without inviting me, and that's not like him. he usually invites the whole fucking world to come with.

and now i wonder if i should just let him act this way or ask him what's the deal...